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♥Joanna♥ : D ღSwEeT AnGeL of Zorpi@ღ " Blessed is the season which engages the whole world in a conspiracy of love. Happy Holidays everyone, love, hugs and kisses
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Monday,Jun 1 2009, 07:01:20 AMTHE TEARS ARE FALLING
My heart feels such pain,
tell me how to stop my tears.
What can I do to ease the pain?
Why, has life always been so hard,
showering me with such heavy burdens?
The tears keep falling
as I lay down to sleep.
My eyes wide open,
flashes of my past,
Of things I lost in my life.
As the tears fall, memories
floating around in my mind,
going back in time.
Remembering all the good times
When I had it all.
The tears are falling like a summer rain,
wishing I could turn back time.
Never thinking one day, there would
be no you here beside me.
With tears falling down my face,
Knowing there is nothing left
but my memories of times past,
When you were there beside me
Keeping me safe.
Making all the problems seem small
As you are standing so tall.
No tears of sorrow,
only Love, hope and happiness,
Never thinking of tomorrow.
Now as my tears are falling
there is no one here to wipe them away.
Just my hands of loneliness
Praying, what to do.
I stare at nothing,trying to decide
where do I go from here,
Which way do I turn?
The tears are falling, remembering
all the things I took for granted,
now that all is lost and gone.
As I wipe the tears falling down my face
I look up to the sky and pray.
"Please God, help to show me the way.
Lead me down the right path,
give me the strength to carry on.
It's so lonely here by myself
with so many things to do.
I need you to give me the faith
to see me through."
The tears have stopped falling.
With God's help I'll figure out
what I need to do.
It may not be the best,
But it's the best that I can do,
Living my life by myself, without you.
Monday,May 11 2009, 06:20:01 PMHOW DO I EASE THE PAIN ?
When I am here and you are there,
miles and miles away from each other
A place where only memory and fantasy brings us together.
A place where our minds revolve around love
and our hearts never stop beating.
Hearing your voice does not fill this hunger,
Cuddling that pillow does not give me that needed warmth either.
I smell your fragrance and it all comes rushing back...
the kiss, the touch, then the tears.
The pain is deeper then any physical wound because it is emotional.
How do I ease the pain that the distance is causing ?
How do I ease this emotion draining state, this emptiness, loneliness and lostness. ?
I will close my eyes, listen deep to my heartbeat because it plays a song of hope.
I look at those shining stars and the full moon for they are visible to both worlds,
they are smiling at me and you.
And then i know that soon enough the only distance
between you and I will be temporary.
I remember the promise made before, the vows we took silently
and then i made a silent prayer not to stumble
because this pain is also temporary
So between now and then I hold you in my soul,
a place where only you and I have the keys to the gates, the key of love.
Between now and then i hold on to memories and thoughts
thoughts of knowing thats you love, trust and miss me.
These may not erase the pain but until I am in your arms again,
until our lips meet again, they will get me trough each day
that passes without you near.
When we meet again there is going to be enough love to cover for all
those days of pain that we went through apart
And maybe then I would have survived the pain.
Saturday,May 9 2009, 02:54:23 PMMY LOVE
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2 days agoI hope everything is well with you
2 days agoHello Dear Joanna
Is not a simple one
I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun
I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer
May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought
May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold
I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too ..
Hugzzz From Mike & Mari ;)
2 days agohi
4 days agohello dear Joanna.. good evening..
hugs..
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4 days agoRe: good morning sweet forever friend keep smiling
4 days agoRe: Re: good morning sweet forever friend keep smiling
bUT I HOPE THAT YOU WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL WHITE CHRISTMAS
LOVE YOU FOR EVET MY FRIEND. I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU...TAKE CARE
4 days agoRe: Ho! Ho! Ho!
tons of smooootches
3 days agoRe: Re: Ho! Ho! Ho!
oh noooo! I wonder why it never came through!!! :((( shoot!
are you going to have a white Christmas in Zurich? I bet you are, it must be so cold there!! brrrrr! It's kinda cold over here too but today the sun decided to put in a guest appearance so I'm happy!! I'm leaving for Cyprus on Thursday to see my sister-in-law and my bro's kids!! I've never seen my niece, she's only one and a half, so first time!! I'm very excited Cosmic, I've been shopping and shopping for xmas gifts for them all I hope I have made good choices ;) I hope Santa brings you something special this year, you definitely deserve it after all you've been through... but that's a long story and we'll talk about it another time, yes?
have a great time with your family, with your nieces and nephews, stay COOL!!!!! love you loads right back! smooch, smooch, smooch! :D
12/17/2009 5:38 PMCHRISTMAS TIME !! PEACE ON EARTH
Candles are a gift of light,
A tiny sun, a bit of star.
No other dancer in the night
Dances with such sheer delight,
Little souls serene and bright,
Each a glimpse of what we are
Shining innocent and pure.
This time of year the church bells ring
And carolers on corners, sing
Of gifts of love and peace and cheer
And a happy, prosperous New Year.
This time of year the children's glee
At sitting there on Santa's knee
And telling him, (when they believe)
What he should bring on Christmas Eve.
5 hrs agoI WISH YOU ALL THE BEST THIS CHRISTMAS,HUGS,JACKELYN&DAVID..
THESE WISHES ARE FOR HAPPINESS AT CHRISTMAS TIME FOR YOU.
MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND...
HUGS,JACKELYN.