Journals
Wednesday,Nov 8 2006, 09:16:23 PMMy life
Dear journal,
It's been weeks since I've written and there has been alot on mind and it's so hard to bear. It's my horrifying past that has to do with it and what I went you back in the day. I love my life and I'm starting to love myself more and that is a good thing because I feel I don't have to suffer no more than I have. I can't erase the horrifying things that my abusive aunt has put me threw but I learn to deal with it each day and have the best positive attitude I can have. Go to school and move on with my life and look at what I've got right in front in me right here right now. I have the most terrific friends I could ever ask for on this website and I finally have a good life and now I am free. I am not a prisoner no more and the nightmare is over. I love my life and I love myself and it is a good adventure and it keeps going day by day and discovering new things. I love life now and I love all of the people who have been there for me and I love it now and it is good to live a good and fabulous life.
I AM FREE
Tuesday,Jul 25 2006, 04:08:30 PMJeremy's journal part 1
Dear Journal,
Today I have woke up I did not feel like it but I did and my nightmares have come back and they are haunting me inside me like they want to hunt me and take over my body.
I thought the bad dreams were over I have not had one in months but they come and go as they please and they bothers me alot.
I know i'm trying to get over what my aunt did to me but I can't help myself if I have to deal with other issues on top of it which have nothing to do with me but I deal with it and it's making me more crazier. I know i can't change my past of what happend to me only learn from it but there is no right to dog on it all the time.
Right now most important I have to think of me and my needs to get better and get back on my feet. I wish not to fail because nothing will take over my body or make me crazier.
I don't actually get crazy it just makes my emotions more messed up and confused and I try to help people but they don't have the time to listen to me because they don't want to face the truth they just wanna follow their truth.
I feel like my feelings or problems and I have every right to feel the way I do because there is nothing wrong with feeling this way it's just how I feel and that's how it's going to stay.
But here is where I close and I hope that everything gets better in no time and I gotta keep the faith and keep being strong for myself and fight.
god bless everyone
bye