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Tuesday,Jul 25 2006, 04:08:30 PMJeremy's journal part 1
Dear Journal,
Today I have woke up I did not feel like it but I did and my nightmares have come back and they are haunting me inside me like they want to hunt me and take over my body.
I thought the bad dreams were over I have not had one in months but they come and go as they please and they bothers me alot.
I know i'm trying to get over what my aunt did to me but I can't help myself if I have to deal with other issues on top of it which have nothing to do with me but I deal with it and it's making me more crazier. I know i can't change my past of what happend to me only learn from it but there is no right to dog on it all the time.
Right now most important I have to think of me and my needs to get better and get back on my feet. I wish not to fail because nothing will take over my body or make me crazier.
I don't actually get crazy it just makes my emotions more messed up and confused and I try to help people but they don't have the time to listen to me because they don't want to face the truth they just wanna follow their truth.
I feel like my feelings or problems and I have every right to feel the way I do because there is nothing wrong with feeling this way it's just how I feel and that's how it's going to stay.
But here is where I close and I hope that everything gets better in no time and I gotta keep the faith and keep being strong for myself and fight.
god bless everyone
bye