mom i love u so deeply.

today my lovely mom woke up a little later than me. i was in living room drinking my darily water and then i heard that one person opened the door right away and runned into kitchen room directly. it is my mom..."mom i prepared the breakfast myself already" "no no this is not ur breakfast today" then my mom started to prepare my delicious breakfast without cleaning herself. how could be so lovely and great.

i think the most great one must be u my lovely mom. we will love u forever and be ur good chirlden.

i love u mom badly.

there is a old woman who never treats us well.

i remember my father's words since she is the mom one day she is the one forever.

since she is our grandmother one day and she is forever.

we never have deep communication and wont happen in future too.

and i also dont have deep feeling when she is healthy and alive well.

look at the deep wrinkle on her face, i feel something that never had before and can not express out too. i cried for many people. my parents especial my father. my sister and the ones i loved. sometimes for myself too. never cry for her who is my grandmother.

i'm going to see her few days later. i believe i could not speak any words in front of her now.

she is happy from every day call from my mom's words.

Grandmother just give us more smiles.

i know you think that i shouldn't still love you.

i'll tell you that .     but if i didn't say it.

well, i'd still have felt it .   where's the sense in that?

i promise i'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were.

well i will go down with this ship

and i won't put my hands up and surrender.

there will be no white flag above my door.

i'm in love and always will be

i know i left too much mess

and destruction to come back again.