Journals
Tuesday,Oct 9 2007, 10:57:38 PMI'M ALONE
Really i don't know i'm sad now it's bad feeling but i haven't sense this from very years ago
i feel lonality this feeling isn't depend on the no. of ur friend i know u ask now why? because i have alot of friends also they are very friendly and close up to me but in this time i'm alone in a cafee ,i called them but they are not free to share me this time really now and just now i know the meaning of lovelet me discuss this point first i'm not shakera also not marlen monro but u can called me that i have acarisma and nice spirit anyway i have alot of guies love me but when i tell myself this is the person i love i found myself search another one don't tell me you know the resone cause i know it i didn't love anyone i can't find the persone who order me to love him i don't know why? but really i search for this person but the resone who dissapointed me is what about there persons all of them are perfect but the wrong from me
really i need this person do you know i don't ask god something to me but now i ask god to give me this person cause i'll cry but the thing whose stop me is i'm on a cafee please god give me this person i'm not search about money or fun i'm search about love really love
someone love me ,love rasha,love her heart,love her mind,love her fun,love her sad,love her all life.someone want to live my world,someone want to take me from my faculty,my work.someone order me to love him
i know this jornal will dissapoint alot of persons here in zorpia but please sense my feeling really i applogize to all of you but please don't anger from me cause this is what i'm feeling now you are avery good men and perfect one but the mistak is from me ya i'm not awomen you search for. i want someone being lovelly,fun,hard
i can't express about my feeling now cause i'm not good to write and also i'm not rasha you know .i'm rasha the girl,the kide
i need someone put his hands on my shoulderand let me cry on his hug,someone don't care about people also someone respect me and my feeling not aman want me when i'm ok
i'm ahuman girl ya not a machine girl
finally thanks for your attention and sorry for wasting your time to read my jornal
bye i must going now because this cafee for couples not for me
god be with you
bye my friends